BSB 07/12/1986 Sunday
It’s so hot! I can’t stay still, I get all sweaty. I spent today at the club, from 9 till 4. Renata left at 10 as she had secret santa, Alexandra and I stayed with Luis and Viviene. After the club we went to Cristina’s (Renata was there). Then Cristina, Ivone and Alexandra went to hospital to visit Cristina’s father, who’s going to have an operation. Renata and I went to Velha Elite and Armando, Eduardo and Ricardo where there, we chatted with them. Another Ricardo who was in a different table is my mysterious, enigmatic love. I met him at the park when we went went for a smoke with Ginho and Coxem and we kept starting at each other. He must be about 25 years old, he’s tall (190cm ish), blonde, green-blue eyes, tanned… Such a mysterious look in his eyes, broody. Two amazing tattoos. And he’s strong. Everything I dream of. He’s not gorgeous, he’s interesting. I just want to know what he’s thinking. He’s so big it’s kinda scary getting near him, but his face is so serene. I called him to our table to look at his tattoos. But I don’t know if he likes him, or if he thinks I’m just an immature brat. So that’s my enigmatic love, my carnal love is Cesar, my platonic love is Piolho, my childish love is Chininha, my nostalgic love is Orlando, my obsessive love is Henrique… And there are so many others which are undefined. Will someone ever fill in all that space… It’ll have to be someone very fat.
There’s still Wagner, Fernando, Beu. I’d go out with any of these guys.